Yesterday, I just got screwed by not winning the program in my college, also not was my best day. I am screwed for long time now. People just laugh at me if I were a clown. Nepal is being big mistake by being my birthplace. Yester I thought I haven't have job and I am not exist. Actually I meant to be lot competitive and impulsive. But actually yesterday, makes me realize life of mine is just a rollercoaster getting down down down. I was so emotionally harmed cause I cannot share my idea the way I want. How much people said you were great, your ideas were awesome, I was in my state of being all drawn. Yes! Yesterday was like ghostday for me. That haunts me today and again for tomorrow as well. I said to my self,"you are so looser, this competition is shit and you're a tempting piece of laugher." When you make fun of your own they laughed like à friend. When you lose something they're like "dud, do I know you!!!". Funny isn't it.
I was so mad not because those because of my horoscope if something good were published on my horoscope I bet you in whole Kathmandu nobody will be like me. Like refers to the rich. Yeah I have car, you know what I am funny.
Look, what progress I am doing now making story of mine to read by you. Funny people make others smile why my colday doenot makes my life easier. Friends holding grudges is all I knew. Friends like "friends" just I need.
Here congratulations on my miserably. Happy colday. Be ready to get screwed by others.
